Things are going down

Friday was not a good day for me. I found out that my Fulbright scholarship to do research in Italy wasn't approved and so now I am pretty much at square one for what I want to do when I graduate. I have also had a plan, always had something to do and I am so completely lost. I don't want to be a huge downer but I am just really confused and upset about it! The good news is I got to see my Friend Andy from Pocatello and his girlfriend, Stacey and I also got a letter that told me I made the Dean's list so that is exciting I guess. Now I just need to stay motivated to pass my last classes this semester and hopefully something will come along.